Wow, the last six weeks have been a blur. Often I feel as if my entire life is a blur. I also continue to take on more and more with out knowing how to stop. With that, Noah and I are taking foster classes with the hope of adopting. I want more children so badly. I want Hannah to have someone to talk with about weird parents or to fight with and it be a "fair" fight, I want her to have someone to talk with, call when they are older, and share memories and toys and have a sense of no matter what I have a sibling that is there when the going gets tough. I know that at any time God could heal Hunter and they could share those things, but I also know it might be his plan not to heal Hunter. I have decided it would be too scary to have another child, sometimes I do "dream" about a baby, even know what Iwould name her/him. It brings such mixed emotions. Then I think are you crazy, your life is crazy enough. Which brings me to Hunter....

He was in an episode a week ago- it was short and mild. He came out - now he is back in another one- not so mild. It started the first day of school. He also has a tummy bug. YUCK! he has learned to say Yuck.

Hannah is doing well. We are going for a short labor day beach trip. It will be the first time this summer she could go swimming. We are going to the Isle of Palm if any one knows a good place to eat- we would appreciate the info (especially Tina).

Oh yea, Our cat is in HEAT!!!! HELP ME, it is crazy. its sounds like it says Hannah, Noah and hello sometimes. Really creeps me out.

Renee