Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Poverty and Beauty

Hunter went a record 40 days without an episode. The episode came on quick and is already pretty severe. We met with Hunter's home care service today and lost respite care for Hunter because of Medicaid payment cuts. Yuck! We are happy about the 40 days we had.
Hannah has been having trouble sleeping. She read in a book about insominia and now she has it. (Sounds like my husband.)
I feel bad about Hunter starting and sometimes I feel like its my fault. I know it is not -but just when I start hoping that Hunter might not have another episode- boom it comes out of no where. This one hit hard and fast.

My friend Tina recently wrote Thailand is what she expected both poverty and beautiful. I think that explains Hunter's life. Beautiful in the days we get to expereince normalcy and poverty in the days I know are ahead.